Taser's (quite-dark) letter to the forum

Dear the forum

Right, so this topic will involve some news about me and the fate of Coder King competitions.

Let’s just start off by saying, I literally can’t keep up with this host gig forever. I am forced to balance community service, cruel HW, game design, and hosting this huge competition, ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

Not only that, I am quite sick. Both physically and mentally. As for the whole “physical part”, I contracted a cold that seemed a little more severe than I expected. As for the mental aspect, part of it is high school. But around 60% of my mental health deterioration comes from this forum itself; not to offend any makecoder, I love this forum. However, there were some times when I got barricaded with stress, mainly trying to meet everybody’s expectations with CK and some other projects. For example, there have been tons of arguments out here, and many topics are being archived due to the chaos. Now, if something chaotic happened to one of my topics (CK3, for instance), then I am put in a serious dilemma: either I can pray that everything cools down and hope the mods don’t archive my work. Or I can solve the issue myself, (finding a solution takes time) and pray that I don’t make all the trouble surrounding me. Believe me, this type of thing really scares me a ton, it’s hard to keep track of how many panic attacks I had in the last few days.

Yeah, so with my health being at stake, I am, therefore, officially CANCELLING the CK series (after CK3 is done, of course), and not being so active on these forums. I am terribly sorry if I disappointed people. I hope that I can try to find a way to make everything right.

We all had some good times, didn’t we?

Taser, out…

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My heart… it’s like the 6th ‘important blog post’ in a row :sob:
Take all of the time you need, real life 1000000% goes above the forum :people_hugging:
I’M GOING TO MISS YOU!! :sob: :sob::sob:

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Yes, we’ve had good times. Get some rest

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Get some rest!

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here comes the great big sad

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Goodbye for now… Get the rest you need! We’ll always be here for you

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